sometimes , i feel like i'm nobody . never been special to anyone . never been important to anyone . feels like if i die , nobody will care . sometimes , i feel invisible . i don't know what to do . i think i'm lost and seems like no one can help me . no one will understand my pain . even the one that i loved , will never understand . i hate all of this . sometimes , i just want to disappear so that no will never ever know me .
why ? what did i do ? even my own best friend , leaves me . i'm so scared . living in this world with no trusted friends except my family . i am nobody except a girl who cried every second and no one seems to understand what i feel .
this pain in my heart was too excruciating , ,