i hope this is easy but now i find this is so hard for me. i hope i have extra strength so that i still can stand up and face this world. i guess this will never be easy. i miss being so closed with them. i miss everything. i never want to hurt people's feeling including mine. but like i said before, this is never easy. i'm sorry for making people getting hurts. but how can i live when, i, myself get hurts? how can i be strong when i feel like no one understands how i feel. this ain't easy, you can't blame on me for everything. there's your fault, can't you see it? i can see it in your eyes, the way you speaks, that looks when you're talking because of something that makes you happy. i'm not blind girl, even blind people can see it. when we talks, i know there's something wandering in your mind. i'm so lucky because there's still people out there that loves me. thank you for everything. but now i'm moving on and i will always love you as you are my best friend. be happy girl, everyone deserves that and so do you :)