Finally, i'm over myself. can i forget the past that keeps haunting me? i will never forgive myself. never. 'cause now i'm the one that hurts. i'm the one that burns. i'm the one and only. i, who took the risks and never imagined what would happened. i, who gave my heart and never took it back afterwards. looks like i deserved for this pain 'cause i took the risks and decided who was worth the while. well, i guess i just have to move on and keep pretending. that's supposed to be simple and easy.
I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whisper in my mind.